Blaine headcanon makes me want to cry
Nov. 16th, 2011 03:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wowbrightI didn't watch Glee last night and continued writing some episode 3.05 reaction fic today. Except that I don't know if I will ever post it, because I don't know if I'll continue it, because Blaine is making me so depressed! I mean, I know the episode ends in happiness, but that kid is soooo lacking in the self-worth department at times throughout the episode that I am just beside myself.
I don't know if self-worth is the right word. It's just that Blaine thinks he has to be what other people want him to be, and sometimes forgets that he has his own internal dignity that doesn't depend on how many people like him or approve of his choices.
Blaine, please, get to an Alateen meeting already before you make me cry!
In the non-Glee, cheerful upside, this is Trans Awareness Week and I'm currently reading an awesome book called Gender Born, Gender Made by psychologist Diane Ehrensaft. It's about raising children who don't fall into neat categories in the binary gender system. I highly recommend it whether you are a parent of gender-variant kids or not.
I don't know if self-worth is the right word. It's just that Blaine thinks he has to be what other people want him to be, and sometimes forgets that he has his own internal dignity that doesn't depend on how many people like him or approve of his choices.
Blaine, please, get to an Alateen meeting already before you make me cry!
In the non-Glee, cheerful upside, this is Trans Awareness Week and I'm currently reading an awesome book called Gender Born, Gender Made by psychologist Diane Ehrensaft. It's about raising children who don't fall into neat categories in the binary gender system. I highly recommend it whether you are a parent of gender-variant kids or not.
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Date: 2011-11-17 02:30 am (UTC)I don't think you do. Because if you do, that means I do.
(Of course, people I know might say I overanalyze things. My mother used to say I should become a Jesuit because I would never tire of trying to figure out how many angels can dance on the head of a pin.)
I second everything you say. I wonder how much our headcanons on Blaine's father coincide. I am very tempted to write a detailed meta right here of what I think is going on there, but then I might lose the motivation to write about it in a fic, so I won't.
I went for a bike ride this evening and started having happier thoughts about Blaine, so I think I'll be able to push myself through this. I really want to.
On another front, I touched the BIOTA story yesterday and got about halfway through tweaking it, so hopefully I will have LOTS of reading for you soon.